Omg hii I'm back againnn!! :3c I've been mega busy lately, didn't have much time to YAP but yeah... I also basically reworked the entire code for this site because it was a HUGE mess (obviously, it was the first thing I ever made with HTML and CSS).....

Anyway, I started working last month and arghhh I'm kinda happy to be back, mainly because of my new bestie- The first few weeks unfortunately were ULTRA boring because my boss had vacation and obviously couldn't give me anything to do. So I was just constantly studying and studying and studying Javascript for like 2ish weeks straight until I got sick of it, ngl. I still barely understand anything but oh well. Someday I'll get it I guess lmfao.

I haven't even had much time to do anything else unfortunately, because school and work are just taking up all of my time. Speaking of school, I wish I could leave this instant LMAOOOO It's literally been like what... 4 weeks (?) since I've been going to school. My class is the most NPC ahh AI generated ahh slop class I've ever seen. Literally the most boring and generic shit imagineable I'm sorry bro. What do you mean there isn't a SINGLE NERDY PERSON (besides me, I guess) in a DESIGN/ART CLASS. HELLO????

You know, maybe I'm just a little spoiled because my old class was so BASED, well for the most part. Literally we had so many interesting people in class, because we were an ART CLASS BRO. EVERY ART CLASS HAS COOL OR "WEIRD" PEOPLE (I love weird people). Idk how I managed to DODGE it this time... Urgh I have some crazy woke people in this class who annoy me so goddamn bad too, like.. I'm sorry but you're so annoying please stop talking LMAO. Bros take every single opportunity to talk about current german politics and about how shit the AfD is, like YES they're BAD we GET IT. WE'RE AT SCHOOL STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS LMAOOOOO I'M SORRY I'M SO ANNOYED.

Um... that being said, there's this chick in class who thinks I'm rich because I spend 20 euro instead of 10 on some paint we need for school (spent 20 because I don't want to share with anyone, because I got noone to share with LMAO I'm a loner in this class). She was trying to be funny but really, she's just being so annoying. "Omg you're paying 20 euro? You probably got 100 bucks in your pocket too huh?" LIKE WHAT? What can I do about your broke ass not having 20 euro help- and when the teacher passed by to collect my money, she was like "Omg you should give him your 100 bucks that you got in your pocket" in front of him. Like ??????? URGHHHHHHHH

Ok this turned into a huge rant I'm sorry, but these whole 2 months have been really shitty for me. I gotta wake up at 5:30 AM to get to school and then I get greeted by a bunch of idiots (if they even greet me, tbh). All I do is play on my 3DS in this class cuz I can't be bothered to talk to any of these idiots... Also there's some 30 yr old arabian guy who doesn't speak german in my class, who harrasses like everyone bc he understands nothing. And he got really close to me I barely had space to breathe. I told him off per WhatsApp later that day. Rarely been that scared in my life ngl. And yes he stopped approaching me now.

Anyway I mentioned 3DS, I've been playing Devil Survivor 2 lately, I'm so goddamn obsessed with it currently it's insane. It's probably gonna last for like 2 weeks or so but idc I fell in love with the characters and music lol- I JUST beat the game yesterday night and I was so excited like a little kid ngl but I still need to beat the extended story thing they eventually added... LUCKILY. Thank god I have more content LMAO apparently it's almost a standalone game, length wise. Soooo I hope it's better than the base game because the base game was ... it was good but worse than the first DeSu.

Also totally unrelated, but I was on a convention a few weeks ago, it was a rather small one and it happened on the same date as the Gamescom 2026 LMAO- I thought it wasn't gonna be busy because of that but god I was wrong. It was very busy that day. It was like a tiny flea market honestly? I've never really been on a convention before (just the Dreamhack like 4 yrs ago or something), so I expected something else. But I got some decent loot so I'm happy. Plus, I got to see so many cool people there and ancient consoles, special edition consoles and games like ARGHHH I WANTED EVERYTHINGGGG-

Yeah that's it for now though... I don't want to yap TOO much now either, lol. Yippeeee goodbye-

Uwaaaaah helooo!! I JUST got my contract for my apprenticeship, like 5 minutes ago LOL- I'm gonna have to start working August 3rd... A part of me is a little scared BUT at the same time I'm really excited too, I think I've mentioned that a few times already. Finally I can actually learn something and go outside lmfao I'm starting to get bored at home.

Though, last week I went to Berlin with a friend of mine! It was fucking HOT omfg the heatwave almost killed us. It was so hot near the end I started to just... get numb to it LMAOOO help. But um anyway, it was p cool there. Unfortunately we couldn't really see all the cool stuff there bc of the heat, buuuuut the place I liked the most definitely was the Berlin Dome. It was just so pretty there :3c Otherwise, everything else we saw was pretty cool too, but not as much as the dome imho. In general this city felt more like a shopping city than idk one with lots of cool, ancient stuff to see. But either way it was still worth.

Our main reason for going there was the Hoyoverse Cafe tbh- I went there hoping I'd find some Kinich stuff for my collection. And yeah I kinda did, just a bit though. Everything is about Nod Krai right now and it's a little exhausting but oh well. I jumped on the hype train too late, so what'd I expect :3c

The drinks they serve there probably were the best thing tho LOL Some were ZZZ / Genshin themed but they tasted so good. Pretty sweet but they had a fruity flavor to them arghh I miss them... We went there like twice and the second time we went there, there was some other guy at the counter and I THINK he was new there? He didn't quite understand the "gacha" system they had there.

So basically: The more you spent, the more lil gifts they'd give you (like stickers, postcards, etc.) but they were RANDOM and from a specific set of characters they cycle through every once in a while. Currently they had like Xiao, Diluc, Durin, Dahlia, Collei and I think someone else I forgot though. And like- When I went to grab my freebies, he didn't just take out a random one, he just asked me which character I want for my postcard. And I was like "HUH WHAT" because the day before it was NOT like that. And yeah uh obviously I went with a Kinich one- I got so luckyyyyy waufuashfahufash- Oh yeah and later, he forgot to bring me a sticker and for some reason he went to check their storage for a KINICH STICKER (who was NOT part of the set right now) and GAVE IT TO ME!? I was so happy (even if it's just a tiny sticker-) ASFHJSFAHJASF

Yeah so this is pretty much everything that happened lately. I guess these last few days I worked on my own 3DS Theme. I'm planning on going full nerdy mode or whatever when I go to school, bringing my 3DS and playing some games maybe here and there, so I kinda want it to be Kiyu-Autismfied. And yeah it was a pain in the ass at some point with the sound effects but I DID manage to make it work eventually. It has no BGM bc for some reason it's not letting me add any but I just steal it from other themes-

Also, on friday I'll go to Rome for roughly a week to meet up with my boyfriend wuahh I'm a little scared but oh well. Scared of the flight I mean- but yeah. We're attending the wedding of one of his friends, who I've never seen or heard before LMAO- I'm nervous so about that-

Anyway, I have been pretty busy lately, but idk the moment I get home I get mega bored because IDK WHAT TO DOOOO WUAFUHHSHJASF thank god my apprenticeship starts soon.
That being said, gbye :3c

Hi,,, I still exist. For SOME reason that I really don't know, my motivation has been lacking like CRAZY. I can't figure out why, like it's not just about drawing anymore... I just don't have the motivation to do anything lately but oh well.

Well hm. A part of me thinks it's because I don't have that pressure anymore since I finally got an apprenticeship. I was really motivated because of all that pressure. I wanted to get better at stuff and show it to people but uhm... now that I got what I wanted, I don't have any reason to continue. I think that's one of my bigger issues? LOL IDK. I think I'll just wait for it to start and focus on that :D Until then I should probably just chill since that'll be stressful enough.

I'm kinda excited for school again honestly? Like during these 3 years I'll have to work AND go to school every week. 1 or 2 days a week of school and rest is work (excluding the weekend, obviously). And idk I'll be meeting new people wahfshfafj. The girl I met at the internship kinda made me feel excited about school n stuff. We were like talking about I guess our personalities? Or like, our way of thinking, and she made me realize how much I care about what other people think. She told me I shouldn't care too much about it. Like when people start disliking you because idk you talk too much or something, I always think it's because of me but now I'm starting to think that's wrong lol. I just need to find the right people who are equally as interested as me in certain things or so.

Apparently she found a few people who are very similar to her at school and basically has her own lil friend group now. I'm just hoping it'll be the same or similar with me at least,,, I usually didn't have great experiences with classmates LOL- the only good class I had was last year... but even then, near the end of it I got REALLY sick of a few people but I guess that can't be avoided. Overall it was the best I had. So I'm really both terrified AND excited about meeting my new classmates soon. Like what if I'll be alone again LMAO- Like yeaaaah it's 1 or 2 days a week so it doesn't matter too much but damn.

I'm planning on slapping a bunch of merch stuff onto my school bag too btw. I want people to instantly see what kinda person I am LMAO. I can't be bothered to waste time getting to know people, who don't like stuff that I like (getting bullied speedrun any% frfr). Nah but like idk I just... want to find people with my interests idk if I'm asking for too much LMAOOOO-

It's probably gonna be full of Genshin stuff (Kinich mainly-) and alot of ppl know and play it so my chances aren't THAT low- Also omg right, my friend told me about some uh idk machine/device thing I can buy online to make my own little (idk what they're called) buttons ?? badges ?? whatever, I'm totally gonna buy one before I go to school so I can slap 80 of them onto my school bag hehe. Issue is just, they seem like low quality shit (on Amazon lmfao)- So idk how it'll turn out either. I guess all I can do is try.

Anyway, I think I've been yapping too much again about random shit- Tho I must yap some more before I forget:

I changed my phone home screen stuff again (just a tiny bit) AND reworked my Kinich wall- I got some other stuff too actually like a lil plushie and a poster- (I totally didn't spend way too much for that because of shipping) My heart shattered when I first tore down the pictures on my wall but I thiiiiink it was worth it? The reworked version is more like a "scrapbook" thing but on my wall lmao. Well, I tried at least. It was my first attempt at this LOL. I have no idea how people do any of this but I'm satisfied so far.

Sadly, it's still a little small tho, compared to the HUGE collection of pics but it's okay I guess. My printer decided to just print everything green lately, so I've kinda been stuck with how it's looking right now,, There are some spaces here and there that I wanted to fill in but I kinda couldn't yet- I got SO sad about this yesterday... It's honestly really fun to decorate it but I kinda HAVE been spending too much money on all the stuff I think. But ummmmmmmmmmmmmm it's worth frfrfr (copium).

Anyway, Genshin 6.7 (or Luna VIII) isn't bringing back Kinich either so I'm gonna go explode gbye. (I currently have 302 pulls saved up and I'm LOSING my PATIENCE. help)

Mmmmmmmmmnnnhelooo... I'm back... Remember when I mentioned my wall with character pics. I kinda uh did it again... yeah... I AM ashamed and you CAN judge me it's ok... I understand...

Lowkey this time it's probably worse than before? It's larger since I have a lot more fanart to choose from LOL- but it's uh.. also uh... next to my bed. I even went as far and chose some of my fav pics around that corner where my pillow is at in case I wake up facing the wall or smth fr... I'm totally normal about Kinich and Ajaw, I know. I know......

Anyway, I've been looking for a bunch of merch stuff and it's so hard to get ANYTHING because of shipping cost. WDYM I HAVE TO PAY MORE FOR SHIPPING THAN THE ACTUAL PRODUCT? ARE YOU OK?? Like a part of me is like "Fuck it we ball" but another part of me dies for paying 10 Euro shipping for a 9 Euro product.

L-Like... on Etsy it's already so hard to just FIND anything that I personally like. And then when I do find smth they just hit me with the 283585 Euro shipping like chill out man... that hurts.

I think once I start my apprenticeship and I got some money, I'll just go with it and still get it, or else it'll either get more expensive or they just disappear and I'll REGRET it. GRRRRRRRRR. I noticed this entire Blog is just me complaining about random shit but you surely love me for that, yeah yeah.

ALSO, I ended up changing my entire phone UI/layout stuff for the first time ever? Like actually changing icons and spaming widgets here and there. I'm obviously not the best at this LMAO I actually REALLY struggle with this stuff, I don't even know why. I just kinda don't really have a feel for this stuff I think. Either way, it's like full Kinich/Ajaw now. I found those silly icons on Pinterest somehow and I was like OMG I HAVE to do this now. It has like a bunch of filler icons but I kinda like them. Now I just need to get used to all this LMAO.

This obsession lowkey making me go insane sometimes it's crazy. Like I wonder maybe I'm actually autistic or whatever I have no idea, not that I really care that much about it?? Like even if I were autistic it wouldn't change anything. That's kinda why I never went to get checked up on this (and kinda don't even feel like doing it anytime soon either). In the end nothing will change- Whatever I guess. It's just my friends saying "omg you're so autistic" but idk if they actually mean it or if it's a joke LMAO-

Lately I've even been reading some crazy fanfics (no I'm not gonna say what or what it's about that's so embarrassing) and idk idt I can say my sleep schedule is suffering from this but I do read until midnight quite often lately LMAO (I usually sleep before midnight-). I think I just need Mihoyo to give me this dumbass Kinich rerun before I absolutely lose my shit.

Yk, at least I'm not THAT crazy that I start talking to those char.ai bots?? LMAO I've always been keeping my distance from this as much as possible. I used it once or twice for fun, but tbh it's not even that entertaining? Idk I'm just glad this stuff didn't catch me. I think this is really bad for people who get rly obsessed/attached to some chars or whatnot, kinda like me.

Anyway that's it once again gbye-

Hi :D 2 days ago I finished my internship and overall I think it went pretty good. I was kinda sad to leave already, the other 2 students there were so friendly! I kinda even became besties, pretty much, with the girl there LOL she has CRAZY SIMILAR tastes and kinda shares that same autism and energy. I really liked it there, especially when they were present :3 I now have to wait 3-ish months until my apprenticeship starts... But ig it's fine wahh...

The girl also introduced me to some anime/game merch store in the city... I EXPLODED when I found out about this because I always wanted to go to one LOL- I didn't even know about one existing there until she told me- I kinda uhm... bought like 3 anime figures for my shelf within a week... I am NOT ashamed uh yup- definitely not.

Also, I've been playing Genshin a lot more recently, STILL waiting for a Kinich rerun or idk Natlan chronicled banner whatever it's called. I just CAN'T wait anymore. I ended up pulling Emelie for him a while ago in the current Fontaine chronicled wish banner and I have so many damn pulls leftover (like ~210). I could get him guaranteed and probably even his weapon (most likely also guaranteed by the time he comes back LMAO)... UGHHHHHH I DONT WANNA WAIT ANYMOREEEEEEEEE-

Idk ever since I started playing Genshin a bit more, I started getting obsessed with this character LMAO I think it's partially my excitement yk saving up 'n stuff, awaiting a rerun banner that probably should be here soon, considering he hasn't gotten one in like idk a year maybe? LOL... man. Copium. My obsession is kinda bad this time though ngl- It's so bad that I changed ALL my wallpapers (even my pc wallpaper which I hadn't changed since like 2024 or so) and my profile pictures to this guy LMAO I'm going crazy I think but it's ok. My autism kinda strong with this one.

For some reason, I often don't even know exactly why I like something as much as I do. Especially when it's characters from games or anime LOL- I just can't really... express it? I just do? It's kinda silly. Maybe I subconsciously feel ashamed and it's preventing me from saying anything about it- It kinda do feel embarrassed sometimes so maybe. Brah whatever :3 That being said, I also bought some Kinich stuff from that store and I planned on getting some other small stuff from Etsy eventually- But I'm also kinda trying to suppress this, since I feel like it's yet another phase LMAOOOOO this is so stupid

I don't think I'll ever have another simp phase like I had for Chung again (was probably like 2 or 3 years straight)- I think my simp phases are longer or shorter depending from where/what they're from, ngl. Since chars in games are playable, I kinda don't get bored of stuff that fast- For anime characters I usually rely on fanfictions or other stuff aside from the anime itself, to keep me interested for a longer time. So who knows, maybe this'll be a long term simp phase...

Also, yes I put him on my desk, next to my pc- The pin/button thing I kinda wanna put on my bag eventually, but I kinda want a few more before I do that + I still need to decide which bag :3 I know this post is kinda long, but I'm kinda excited tonight so I'm a lil hyper >:3 that being said, I also feel like putting up another simp-wall thing like I used to have with Chung-- that wall (behind my Kinich acrylic stand) used to be full of pictures of Chung LMAO I kinda want to do something like this again, since my wall is rather empty now. I took it down before, since I didn't want my boyfriends family to see all that somehow when they came to visit- LMAOOO Our friends and him knew about it, but HIS FAMILY? HELL NAWH LMAO- It'll probably be either a wall with mixed characters or Kinich. Don't know yet-

I kinda wanna start putting some pics in here from now on btw (if I have any). Ok this was a long post :3 bye

HELO :3 Last time I was talking about how I was unmotivated n stuff... I'm "unmotivated" ONCE AGAIN :D yippe!! Well I think I'm just really tired, since I've been going to that internship lately and also been working at my parents restaurant... pretty much every day... I haven't really got much time to think about anything related to drawing,,, but anyway since I already mentioned this internship:

It's been 2 weeks already and I still got one more to go! So far it's been pretty decent? Sometimes I was a little bored but I think it's mainly because I can't really do mu ch yet because it is just an internship after all. In the first week, they showed me how to mess around in TYPO3 a little with some template they had. I thought that was pretty fun for the most part, but at some point it was also a bit frustrating because I couldn't customize like... at all? They eventually unlocked some HTML text box thing for me so I could write my own code and customize a lil but it was also affected by the template a bit... so a lot of the stuff still got messed up. I've been told that actually customizing and coding n' stuff in TYPO3 is too complicated for me still and I'll learn a bit more during the apprenticeship LMAO.

The second week I mainly spent just messing around in Affinity... which kinda made me wanna cry, honestly? At the beginning mostly though. I got used to this bs software rather quickly (faster than expected), but it still is such a mess like goddamn. All these design softwares are like... straight from hell I feel like. Everything is just so tedious and takes 200 years to implement. Lowkey I could design better in CSS than with this dumbass software- sob.......... The tasks I got were pretty good for the most part though, especially the first like... 8ish? At some point the guide they gave me became kinda hard to understand because whoever wrote it kinda uh,, idk I feel like they forgot how to write LMAO there were SO many typos and also little to no commas or anything. I just got such a headache reading that after a while.

Not to mention, the guide is a bit old, so the software version is older as well and like pretty different than mine.. it was before Affinity got "merged" into like one thing or whatever they kept telling me. This also made it super hard for me to follow the guide at some point because some stuff straight up WORKED DIFFERENTLY like the filters/adjustments like HOW even- They just worked differently. It was rather unfortunate but I think especially at the beginning it was fun. The one assignment I had the most fun with was designing a flyer for some made-up event about activities in the Caribbean or whatever. (Until I realized I misunderstood it and kinda messed it up but we don't talk about that-)

Ok so and THIS week, my last week, they told me I'm going to go and check out how to code with AI... which made me a little sad but I guess I have to deal with this at work. It's kinda the future after all. As long as they don't make me straight up vibe code everything like a dumbass, I think I don't mind. I'm here to learn so I'm not gonna let the AI do everything for me LOL- They did tell me that I'm not going to let the AI do everything especially in the apprenticeship, it's just something they've been considering for clients with a low budget. Which I kinda understand. I gotta learn how to use AI eventually anyway- I feel like it'll just be an advantage in the future especially. Bleh I just hope I won't be straight up replaced by AI- help

Anyway, I know this post is rather long but. BUT. Overall I think this internship was pretty decent. It wasn't perfect (Affinity core) but it definitely wasn't bad. The other 2 kids who are doing an apprenticeship there are also mega friendly and the girl and I became friends REALLY quickly, it's funny LOL. We have like the same autism. She told me to play the entire Kingdom Hearts series and here I am doing exactly that lately. I had already played KH3 in the past but that was like ages ago- Anyway, from what I understood, my main job in this apprenticeship will be doing stuff in TYPO3 and learning how to code anyway, design is a part of it too but I think it's more of a side thing. Which I'm KINDA glad about.

HI :3 I'm finally back lol. Recently, I've been rather busy but also unmotivated, so I kinda didn't feel like writing here, so I'll just say what happened recently now.

So, about the apprenticeship, they ended up inviting me for the contract stuff luckily, but we ended up with an internship first, before either of us make a decision LOL. I already am very convinced of the whole situation, they're very friendly people, but I still want to see first, before I make another DUMB decision because I didn't inform myself enough, like last time! Luckily they agreed to this suggestion of mine, in fact they kinda were happy about it, though we did have to move the contract thing to a later date that day because of that :D oopsie doopsie!!!

Anyway, I'm really excited now... It starts next week (in 4 days to be exact), so wuahfhahshfhj- but I think it's gonna be ok. I'm kinda excited to show them my silly site I made (this one here), as well as a simple website I made for my parents restaurant a while ago... I do have questions about that site too LOL- Wahh I just can't wait at this point...

Oh and also, I've changed my page layout a little this past week, I wasn't really happy with all that clutter so I moved things to its own, seperate site :3 It kinda looks better already imo, I just need to fill out the empty spaces at the bottom somehow, someday.

Lately, I've been feeling a lil unmotivated to draw and do anything really productive for some reason. I don't even know why myself- It's getting a little better lately, but man... it still feels pretty bad. I just kinda passed my time playing Devil Survivor on my PC (Emulator obviously) and damn I got REALLY obsessed with the game and especially its characters LMAO. Especially Atsuro (a rather goofy, super smart, nerdy character), he reminds me a lot of my boyfriend, it's kinda funny. I posted more about this game on my "Game Stuff"-page :3c

So yeah I think that's pretty much everything that happened that I think is somewhat "interesting". K BYE! :3c

HI :D They actually ACCEPTED ME? I'M SO EXCITED??? But at the same time I'm also scared ngl-???

I have to decide between University and Apprenticeship now, but I'm heavily leaning towards the apprenticeship as of right now.

I... think visiting University would be kinda.. cool n' stuff?? but most of the stuff there is probably gonna be useless for me. At least when it comes to work.

The stuff I want to do for work is just a tiny part of the plan at the university, so it REALLY isn't that helpful. At this point, I'm most likely going to accept the apprenticeship, preferably after I've finished an internship there to test it out LOL. Now that I think about it, it's not like I'll be able to 100% go to Uni anyway, I didn't even apply for it yet LMFAO-

WAAAAAA I'M SO EXCITED-

Also aside from that, my parents asked me to make a website for them too ;3 I already started working on it and ngl it's so much easier now that I've got a little bit of experience.. (no shit-) it's also a lot less complicated because I'm not putting so much stuff on it like here lol. They already love the way it looks. I'm so glad because I have no idea about how to get that modern-ahh look but seems like it's close enough :D

ANYWAY THAT'S IT BYEEEE :D

Hii it's kinda been a while- I had that interview yesterday that I mentioned before. I was SO anxious the entire day, trying to memorize everything that I planned on saying about myself and whatnot and it ended up going NOTHING like I imagined.

In a good way. Like, it was so comfortable actually and the people working there were SO friendly. They just started, like, having a full on conversation with me like super casually LMAO.

Well they did ask questions about me and my interests and so on, but it wasn't stressful at all. I'm SO glad.

Either way, I personally think it went pretty fine, I wish I showed them my projects though... I feel like I could've convinced them more. Though, I think they were kinda curious about me from the very beginning? Idk they seemed really excited to meet me and talk abt my interests and good grades, I also got invited to the interview REALLY fast but idk.. Hopefully I managed to convince them still, lol I really want that position...

WAAAAAA I'M SCARED I HAVE TO WAIT LIKE 2 WEEKS FOR A RESPONSE-

Yippeeee I finally managed to figure out how to place decorations properly!!!! Now I just.. need to find some.....

ANYWAY. Yesterday evening I got a response from a company I applied for an apprenticeship to and I got invited to an interview!!

Ngl, I'm a little scared but well, I think it can't be that bad.. right?? It's been like a few years since I last tried applying to companies LOL So I kinda forgot how it is-

Anyway it's for a "Media-Design" (or something) position, but focused on Web-Design/Development. It sounds REALLY exciting to me! Especially cuz I'm already experimenting around here and it's been pretty fun. Though, I guess making Websites for business related stuff is.. very different than whatever I'm doing here LMAO.

But I think if I get that position, I might accept it. I'd want to ask for some internship first to get a feeling for it before I make a decision. I've also been considering going to university and studying Media-Design there, but a lot of the stuff is just not very useful in the end. Like yeah I'm interested in it and it COULD help my ART, but I don't really want to do that for a living. The UI/UX and Web stuff isn't really present that much over there. So idk... work experience matters a lot nowadays too, I think- Bleh it's so hard to decide!

This position is like.. really attractive I guess, but I just don't want to make another mistake like last time. I already dropped out of uni last year because I realized studying IT just wasn't for me. That's partially why im terrified of this apprenticeship. If it's too much Logic/Math stuff I'm gonna CRY.-

Anyway, wall of text over, gbye.

Hellooo, I just decided to start working on the Blog!! Making this site as someone who never touched anything coding related before has been... overwhelming but still fun.

Though I must say, considering this being my first website, I'm very happy with how it's turning out. I originally wanted it to look different, but since I'm still not able to implement those things, I ended up with.. whatever we have here right now LOL.

Also, I got REALLY excited when I found all those blinkie thingies :D Idk if you can tell but I LOVE THEM. Same goes with cute little frilly/lace dividers and borders, but sadly I haven't figured out how to use these properly yet.

Anyway, my life isn't really anything special / full of events, so I'm not sure how often I'm going to update this. Especially since I've been cringe or something and only helping out my parents at their restaurant currently (Yes very italian of me I know). I'm probably mainly going to rant about stuff and scream about new songs I found.

Speaking of music, I absolutely LOVE Trance. My boyfriend recently suggested me a song.. GRAHHHHHHH I LOVE IT!!!!!!! It's kinda intense but at the same time somewhat calming, whatever that feeling is I just love it :3 That being said, I think this is enough for today hehe~